I'm who I am. Some people don't like it some people do - the way I look at it is that we all live our lives the way we want. But know that life is too short to be bitter. We've got to live our lives as they were intended to be lived! Be positive in all situations - even the negative ones! I'm not always happy - no one ever is - but we've got to learn to look at the positive ... it'll make life more enjoyable. It is a hell hole and always will be! It will never be perfect.